Breaking out
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If I say I'm tired, would you believe me? I don't think I can do this anymore. I wanna do it but I just don't have the strength anymore. I'm beat. Emotionally beat. I'm so tired of all these games. I just wanna be myself. Free from all these problems, complications. I wanna fly. Away from all these. You know they never tell you how difficult life can be. When you're small, adulthood seems so cool, a world with no constraints where anything can happen. The opportunities, possibilities are endless. Once you're really in it, you'll realize, it isn't as glorified as you thought it'd be. What we don't realize is that adulthood comes with responsibilities.
Its like Newton's Law, every action has a reaction. Every decision, action has consequences and reaction. Positive or negative? Heh, that's just the direction. Its the magnitude that counts. How big it is the setback, the impact on you. Are you prepared to face it? Do you have what it takes to weather through all your decisions, good or bad? But then again, who's to say you made the wrong choice? Can you really know its the right choice at that time? Human beings are not perfect. We make mistakes all the time. And I mean all the time. What really matter is that you know how to face the aftermath. You'll wonder about the road not taken, trust me you will. We all do that from time to time. But there's no use in wondering. What's done is done. You move on. Walk away. Walk away from the battle. Swallow the pain or whatever. Easier said than done, I know. But its the truth. Stop moping. You can stop, mope and nurse your pride or you can walk away head held high. Stand up and walk with your pain. Don't whine, don't cry. Don't lick your wounds but celebrate it. Celebrate your battle scar. Just because you lost, doesn't mean you don't know how to fight. Just move on. To the bigger picture in your life. They always tell you not to look back. But looking back is actually a wise thing to do. Evaluate yourself from your action. That way, history will neeever repeat itself.
So I'm walking away. I'm walking with my head up high. Looking forward to the next thing in my life. The scars I have, will be my witness and no one can take that away from me.
