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Leona Lewis - Better In Timevia FoxyTunes HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! 
Okay before I start. . .
*runs off and turn on the heater* ~Ahhh. That's more like it! Seriously this year's winter is soooo cold!
Anyway, yeah, here I am. Again. At last. Feels like I haven't blogged in ages! Don't know why though. Just couldn't bring myself to write anything. Lets see, last year I wrote 32 entries
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WHAT?!!!! ONLY 32?!! I'm not really a good blogger, am I? ~sigh
So much for last year's resolution to write more entries! Maybe I'll make it happen this time around. Okay bear witness everyone for I am gonna write, at least 5 entries per month! Hows that for a resolution?! Seriously, I need to write more instead of bottling everything up inside me!
This year has been a pretty challenging year for me. It was all fine and okay until I got the news from my brother. I think I'm beginnning to accept the fact now. I think of my grandfather from time to time but I'm much better now. Allah knows best. Every living thing will go eventually, only tme will tell. Have you ever heard of the 5 stages of grief? This theory that people undergo different stages of emotion before finally accepting the truth? I never used to believe all that crap. I mean, how exactly can you tell what's goin on in someone's head at that time? Did you really go through all those stages before arriving at the conclusion? I guess in a way, we all did.
Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance. Somehow, sub-consciously we did. Then again its just a theory. Who knows huh?

Anyway, I still can't believe its 2009 already! Time sure flies these days! This is my 2nd year here and before I knew it, its gonna be 2010 and my final year here in the UK. I don't have any hopes or resolutions for this year. Just like last year, I'm gonna take things one step at a time. This way, I think I'm kinda lowering my expectations of things to come. The thing about expectations is that on one hand it can inspire you, but then again they can really let you down.
So I guess I'm playing it safe this year.
I don't really have much to say so I'm just gonna wish everyone a happy new year. May all our resolutions and wishes come true.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! 
P/S: This is one weird entry huh? What a way to kickstart my new year! ;p
P P/S: Wish me luck for my finals!!!